to infinity and beyond..
he left on weds morning.. and i've already cried for a whole week before he left :(
despite all the rational reasoning (e.g. it's good experience for him; he'll learn mandarin; we can grow as individuals; he'll know more abt my background; we'll still be in contact; he'll visit; i'll visit after i hand in my thesis; a year's not a long time.. blah blah blah).. the plumbing is still broken, i'm still leaking, plus the unstoppable trickles of random thoughts of "what if's" and "i'll miss him".. *bawwwwww*..
whist i am trying to 'grow up' and conduct a somewhat mature and independent relationship.. nothing can change the feeling of a part of me has been ripped out.. or that pitless sensation in my tummy..
although i know there's a silver lining in here somewhere.. i know he'll be ok, i'll be ok.. but it still SUX.. bad..
forecast: occasional drizzles, overcast, showers and thunderstorms.. lots of moping, sulking and unmentionable quantities of chocolates..
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" ...plus the unstoppable trickles of random thoughts of "what if's" and..."
...why did big mammal take a cargo flight? Did I wrap him carefully enough? Will he run out of bubble-wrap and get bored during the flight? So much to think about.
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-_-
SIGH... there aren't that many SQ pics plus i was too busy crying my eye balls out at the airport to take a proper pic.. sheesh..
fine mock me..
I like your comments Bannor.. definitely a cheerful one to help J to stop leakin' =P
I got the benefit of laughing too ahha
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